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(no subject) [Dec. 31st, 2008|06:53 pm]
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Here are my favorite musical releases in 2008.

I've got 3 new MARS releases.

And make sure to see the 2008 Piemerica Year in Review


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Here's a convo. I had online starting about my poem Revivify [Oct. 15th, 2008|09:00 pm]
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Revivify

I wish I could beat myself with a hammer
So I could nail down all those things I just can't get
I wish I could drill a hole into myself
To let everyone see inside me
I wish I could saw off some of my thoughts
I wish I could superglue the ones I aught
I need to be broken to be alive or at least to live right

Pull me apart for a much fresher start
Screw back in my brain after it's been cleaned
Purify my heart
Give me legs that walk upright
Pick me up

I wish I could take all of my weak things
Put them in a pan to make a stronger man
The more I take the heat the closer I am to being complete

Pull me apart for a much fresher start
New arms..
New eyes..
Everyone would be surprised and I will tell them why
Jesus Christ, the carpenter, invite him in
He will build a home
Yes, renew all the old

Written by Emperor MAR April 23 & May 11, 2007

  • Amelus64
    October 10
    While I agree that the teachings if Jesus of Nazareth are a fine start, salvation and destiny lie within us all. The new home can only be built if you are willing to put in the labor. Blind faith is just that...blind.

     
    • Emperor MAR
      October 14
      I do agree that faith without works is useless (James 2:20). But I in no way agree that salvation & destiny lie within us all because "The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?" (Jeremiah 17:9).
      "For there is one God and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5)
      "Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to human beings by which we must be saved" (Acts 4:12)
       
      • Amelus64
        October 14
        That is your viewpoint, and I respect you for that. Not everyone is or wants to be a Christian. Free will is a wonderful thing. I respect you for your belief and faith in what you've been taught and hold sacred. I have works that show other viewpoints.
        Peace be with you
         
        • Emperor MAR
          October 15
          Thank you for your kindness. I understand that not everyone is or wants to be a Christian I also know that being a Christian isn't practicing a religion but rather knowing and having a relationship with God. I'm sure you know that my viewpoint is that there is only one true viewpoint and anything else is of man's very limited wisdom.
          “For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are saved it is the power of God." (1 Corinthians 1:18)
           
          • Amelus64
            October 15
            I do appreciate your viewpoint, my viewpoint is a little more encompassing. I will never tell anyone that they are wrong. Even in the construct of Christianity, I do not sit at the right hand of God and therefore have no right to judge others as to thier worthiness in the eyes of said God. Most of us believe Jesus was a great teacher..to bad so many who claim to follow him pay only lip service to his teachings. Hoping not to offend. If you follow the teachings of your faith and FOLLOW them, you will reap the rewards of that faith. I feel that way no matter what your faith happens to be with but one exception..no harm, physical or emotional may be caused to others in the worsip of your chosen faith. Many faiths in many lands justify atrocities in the name of their faith. I am glad that this practice is usually frowned upon these days..we still have those in the evangelical belt who preach hatred in the name of Jesus, Jesus never asked for anyone to be slain in his name.
            Peace be with you
            p.s. I can quote scripture with you all day long to point out the atrocities committed by mans willful misinterpetation of said scripture. I was a Sunday School teacher. The teachings of Jesus of Nazareth must actually be followed, sinning continually against his teachings and then praying forgiveness to sin again holds no water for me. You must live the life, love thy brother, and truly go out of your way to cause no harm to others. How convenient the do unto others is swept aside to achieve a goal.
             
            • Emperor MAR
              October 15
              I do agree that countless atrocities have been committed in Jesus name and this is of course the fault of flawed men and not the perfect God. Every person was worth God killing his own son for their sin. So I don't try to devalue people. It is so very true that the majority of professing Christians (mainly in the US) use Christianity selfishly to build themselves up rather than give praise to God which is the whole point of it all.
              And Jesus certainly didn't tell anyone to kill someone else but rather be willing to lay down their own life.
              I agree that praying forgiveness intending to sin the same way again is bad. Romans 6 says "Are we to continue in sin so that grace may increase? May it never be!"
              However, God has given us his word which shows God's standards. So I never intend to judge selfishly but rather look to what God has said on the matter. The Bible commands Christians to spread God's word (which is what most people have a problem with) and to do it so with love. Christians should not seek to hurt others but God's word IS truth and the truth hurts.
              "For the word of God is living and active and sharper than any two-edged sword, and piercing as far as the division of soul and spirit, of both joints and marrow, and able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart." (Hebrews 4:12)
              Biblically Christians can't correctly show love without sharing the love that God has given to them. So people may get upset or offended that Christians share their faith but in doing so they are following the teachings of their faith and accomplishing the goal of it.
              "The Lord is not slow about His promises, as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing for any to perish but for all to come to repentance." (2 Peter 3:9)

              I suppose most people see Jesus as a great teacher but only want to take what they want from his teaching and disregard that he said the greatest commandment was to 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.' but instead prefer attempting love without God by disregarding loving God and only fixating on the 2nd greatest commandment 'Love your neighbor as yourself.'
               
              • Amelus64
                October 15
                All of us don't believe the whole messiah concept, nor that the ancient hebrew storm god Yaweh is the end all be all of everything. I can respect that you do. Please respect that I don't.
                 
                • Emperor MAR
                  October 15
                  Given the definition of respect I don't see how it is possible to respect a view that I know to be wrong. I can respect you as a person but I have no esteem for a viewpoint that chooses to reject God. You can believe as you wish & I have no point in continuing to carry on about this with you. You are aware of what is out there and have chosen as you wish. I respect your free will to choose but I don't see how or why I should respect what you choose.
                   
Amelus64
October 15
A) you believe it to be wrong, you have no more proof I am wrong than you are correct, that is why it is called faith.
B) you are the one who won't let it go.
c) peace be with you

Emperor MAR
October 15
A) There is faith. There is God. Then there is faith in God. I have faith in God and it is a saving faith. I have proof enough of God to put my faith in God because God revealed himself to me with his Holy Spirit & through his living word. I realized who God is and what I mean to him.
1 Peter 5:6- "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time."
B) Really I was just responding to your posts with my beliefs corresponding to what you talked about in your posts. I responded by posting what I agreed and disagreed with. The problem with text is that inflection cannot be read but is assumed by the reader. I do not wish to quarrel & am sorry if it seemed that way.
C) Nice talking with you have a nice fortnight

Amelus64
October 15
Cool deal man, inflection is awful hard to tramnsmit through a monitor. May you find continued peace and happiness in life.


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New MARS Music Video [Jan. 23rd, 2008|01:59 am]
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Thankfully the GodTube posting of the video came out totally readable unlike many others so here it is.




Song- :Oyas todo nias phel elpi doh yahnah tais:
Artist- MARS
Album- Sound Without Effect
2008 Piemerican Records

Contains text from the poem 'Colors of Love' written January 16 & 20, 2008
Filmed July 29 & August 5, 2007 in West Memphis, AR & I-65 S, TN
Song written & recorded January 10, 2008
Video Made January 23, 2008

Album available at http://amiestreet.com/mars



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This is awesome. Wonderfully put together to make me focus on God's gifts to us. I loved it hunny!! Keep using the gifts God gave you because I love seeing them!

Posted by ~LoRi~ on Jan 28, 2008 9:42 PM

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New Music Video [Jan. 23rd, 2008|12:53 am]
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MARS- :Oyas todo nias phel elpi doh yahnah tais:

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I really like this! It's kind of creepy in a way... :I

Posted by Camelopardalis on Jan 25, 2008 1:29 AM

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Lesson Mania Week 2007! [May. 14th, 2007|02:59 pm]
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I'll be posting the rest of the week in this blog as days go by..

5/14/07
Day 1 -10 Lessons
Not all hillbillies are named Billy but they are all related to him.

Groceries are so dumb they can't find their way out of a paper bag. However they do find their way out of plastic bags quite easily.

Opportunity knocks but disaster just comes right on in.

Glue Sticks are in the most sticky situations of anything in the world.

Boys will be boys.. until they group up.

Don't watch a clock just buy a watch.

Horse racing isn't the same thing as horse breeding.

Pop singers are like soda pop. They are great at first but go flat after about 15 minutes.

Some keys to success are only used to lock doors.

Heterosexuals should avoid the use of walk-in closets to stave off confusion.

5/15/07
Day 2 -9 Lessons
Under cover cops aren't dressed in uniform.

Flash Forward Edition:
Bald scientist, O. Howitzer Shynes, gained fame by inventing and marketing bald house robots called Chrome Domes. His bald brethren celebrated him for removing the phrase as an insult in general speech.

If you see a funny looking cloud don't laugh because you might make it sad and then it will rain.

Don't ask yourself questions. Doing so means you already don't know.

If you ask a question and the person responds with "Why do you ask?" in the reply, say "Because I don't know."

Knowing sounds negative so don't know anything.

To know if you're barking up the wrong tree see if the tree already has bark.

If you're white you're trite. If you're black you're on crack. If you're red you're corn fed. If you're yellow you're a punch and kick type of fellow. If you're brown please put the phone down. If you laughed at this list you're a racist.

Physical fights always have sore losers.

5/16/07
Day 3 -12 Lessons
It is better to be insane than incrazy.

Never underestimate the number nine.

Plug into learning and you'll soon learn that you can't physically plug into learning.

Dotted I's are I lids.

Nail biting is a rare habit that causes people to break their teeth.

Think before you act or you'll act dumb.

Computers are like people they older they get the slower they are.

If you're stupid enough to act stupid then you're not acting.

There are clowns in towns as the circus tours. There are ups and downs as the trapezes soar. One thing is for sure about the circus my friend is that it is never dull. But the smell of the elephants' poo really distracts from the show.

If your plans for watching television are foiled there may be hope for you yet.

If at first you don't succeed try, try again until you realize that you shouldn't have tried this at all.

Don't be embarrassed when you get ink on your hands. You can just that it's a new style of tattoo.

5/17/07
Day 4 -11 Lessons
Beggars can't be choosers which is why they haven't chose to get a job.

If your refrigerator is working pretty soon it will want to be paid.

In most cases if you bite the hand that feeds you you've only bitten your own hand.

It is easy for an ice-cream man to keep his cool during a stressful day.

If the judge throws the book at you, go ahead and drink it, it's ok.

It is not OK 2 OD.

If you blow out your candles on your birthday pie after you open your presents it is too late to wish for a birthday present that you actually wanted.

When sharing pizza with someone be sure to cut it fair and square. Well.. not square.

People that are busy as bees make money instead of honey.

Surviving a toothache isn't a piece of cake but the cake may have caused it. Eat pie instead.

Laughter is the best medicine because it is funny to be sick.

5/18/07
Day 5 -8 Lessons
Most people don't bury the hatchet until their enemy is buried with it in their back.

People without loved ones usually love fives, tens, twenties, fifties, and hundreds.

Women are so difficult to communicate with that the term miscommunication was created.

Doing what feels right often doesn't last for more than one night.

All reptiles are cold hearted.

Giving a gift on an anniversary is a way to say "I love you." Giving a hug on an anniversary is a way to say, "I love you but I'm broke."

Our humanity is not held in the wires we run or the threads that protect us but rather in the tears we shed together when we think we're alone.

Wedding rings see far more fights than boxing rings.

5/19/07
Day 6 -8 Lessons
Most car accidents are actually driver accidents.

Exercising your mind does not refer to thrashing your head around but if you're stupid enough to think that is what it means, go ahead and do it because it probably couldn't lower your intelligence any more.

Some people are fine being late for work but hate getting off of work late.

Space aliens have come to earth because they ran out of space on their home planet.

A chair with rollers can make life easier and queasier.

You can't take public transportation to a private event.

If you ask your dad, "Hey dad what's the latest fad?"
Your dad will say, "You see back in my day the earliest fad to rise was the first to bed and now all of those old fads are dead. So if you want some sound advice that will make you think twice before you think 'That fad is niice!' here are some words from your dear ol' dad. Listen to me son that fad is bad. You'll spend all your money & then you'll spend all of mine on a nose ring with an attachable vine. Two weeks later as your vine sways in the breeze you'll walk up to your friends with a strutting ease. Then your friends will get irate and chuckle 'What's up man, aren't you up to date?' Then you'll look up at their cardboard hat that they bought for $70 dollars at the Gap and you'll start to whine and pitch a moan. You'll say to me, 'C'mon dad just toss me some bones!' But the only ones I'll let you see are from the back of my hand as I put you over my knee. So as you can hear that's a wrap. Don't follow fads or you'll get a slap"
"Ok dad I'd hear you out except that the latest fad is listening to your dad. I am confused and don't know what to do but I think I'll go get that hat you were talking about. And by the way day do you have any money I'm running low so could you help me out?" Slap!

The fastest way to world peace is for everyone to die in war.

[You should comment on this blog if you read these because if you don't I'll cry or get revenge or whatever it is that would motivate you the most to message me on your thinking thoughts.]


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~*~*~Lori~*~*~ on 6/13/07 - 6:56 PM
Oh hunny...you are hilarious!!!!! There were several that i couldn't help but laugh out loud!! You should let me proof read stuff. There were just a couple mistakes. I love you wonderful!!!

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Choice Lyrics [Apr. 16th, 2007|06:25 pm]
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Here are a few of my favorite lyrics I've written over the years, please let me know if you enjoy.
Yeah there's a lot but what else do you have to do, take a quiz?

Uncanny- April 3, 2003
The narrow road is hard to travel this is for sure
Then I think about the road He traveled, the cross He bore
And I know what the road is for.. the cross He bore
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Picked apart, put to shame
And to think He thought of me that day
The love He gave
Picked apart, put to shame
And to think He thought of me that day
The love He gave
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I know in all the sin we dabble we pray our simple prayers
"Lord protect me on all my travels as this winding road turns to gravel.
Lord keep me from all these trials & troubles that only your eyes can see."
But if we were to open out eyes we'd see that all point to Calvary
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Taken up to Calvary the son of God was nailed on a tree
He died for me
Risen up from the grave now I'll bow down in His court someday
I'm in His Grace
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Picked apart, put to shame
And to think He thought of us that day
The love He gave
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Picked apart, put to shame
And to think He thought of us that day
The love He gave
The love He gave
The love He gave


Sometimes- June 19, 2004
Sometimes there's nothing you can say.
Take those words & throw them away.
Sometimes the best thing to do is stay.
So throw your words away.
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Throw your words away.
Tuck them away for a better day.
Cast your cares on me & I'll set you free
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Sometimes there's nothing left to lose.
Sometimes a smile becomes a bruise
Sometimes there's nothing you can do.
The answer is not always inside of you.
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So Throw yourself away.
Don't wait until tomorrow
Cast your cares & pray & He'll make it all ok
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Sometimes we wait until we weep
before we take the hill that looks too steep
Because it doesn't matter how hard you try
Sometimes people have to die.
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There is someone I can't see
but He's my world & inside of me
I have cast my cares on Him & now I live again


Lead Me- February 1-2, 2005
Lead me love
I'm waiting for you to bud
I'm wanting you to shove
I want you to lead me love
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Love lead me.
Life lead me.
Lord lead me.
They're so deceiving.
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Lead me life
I'm aching for a wife
I'm looking for you to reveal
I don't want to take the time to kneel
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Love lead me.
Life lead me.
Lord lead me.
They're so deceiving.
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Lead me Lord
I'm leaning on your word
I'm trusting in your blood
I want your will to flood
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Love lead me.
Life lead me.
Lord lead me.
They're so deceiving.
Love leave me.
Life leave me.
Lord receive me.
You're so receiving.


A Move of Love- May 14 & June 17, 2005
We beat with one heart
The heart of God
We we walk with one walk
We talk with one talk of the word of God
We, we speak in one breath
We work with unrest and to them all
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We know that near or far
The pavement where we are is made to lead us
One move
A move of love
We know that if we adhere his grace will lead us
With one move
A move of love
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We beat with one heart
The heart of God
We speak with one word
The word of God
We love with one love
We carry it out to all parts
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We know that near or far
The pavement where we are is made to lead us
One move
A move of love
We know that if we adhere his grace will lead us
With one move
A move of love


Silent Praise- July 22, 2005
Here with you
Is all I want to do
Right here I see
A wonder I didn't think could be
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Silent praise- July 22, 2005
I cannot forget His name
They are here with me
Now just to wait & see
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Thinking it's a long time
Breaking at the sunshine
Thinking hope will ever be complete
Feeling it's a long time
Before you will truly be mine
But this is not a long time for a life time
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Here with you
Is all I want to do
You near with me
I hear you, I touch, I see
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And silent praise
I cannot forget His name
I'm just at the door
I want you evermore
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Thinking it's a long time
Dreary days of sunshine
Banking that hope will ever be complete
Feeling it's a long time
Before you will truly be mine
But this is not a long time for a life time
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Here with you
Is all I want to do
With silent praise
I cannot forget His name
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Thinking it's a long time
Before you will ever be mine
But this is not a long time for a life time


Fake Feathers- February 10, 2006
Keep soaking all the clothes
The tables are empty
The doors are all closed
No two are home here tonight
Several different people living in a house that is like houses
Eye contact is always out of sight
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Keep laying here in the bed
Keep the music feeding into the head
Keep the TV as loud as it can be
Keep the space between the family
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The kids are all at school
A man is at work
A woman called a mother is giving her life a second look
The house is just as empty no matter who is there
The cables all keep sending alternatives to care
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Keep sitting here in the room
Keep eyes away from other's gloom
Keep the TV as loud as it can be
Keep the space between the family
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The locks are all locked
The ones to the outside and certainly the ones within
One can't try to spend time with any of them
Oh but they have friends they call and with whom they often speak
Friends who wouldn't be there at all if they became weak
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Keep the music feeding into the head
Keep the TV on even while in bed
Keep laying here beside bones that feel dead
Keep the space between the family


In Teenage Wasteland


The Band- January 6 & 11, 2007
You talk about me behind my back
I know it's true because I've always got my back turned to you
You try to hold it in but you can't keep it back
This isn't the right way
We should never attack
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Don't even think about it
That one line could kill us
The line from me to the door
The line from you to the door
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But I'm not running out
I will stand and shout,
"I love you!"
I will always be here
Don't you ever fear
"I love you!"
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You keep things from me
I know you do because I would use them against you
Would I rather fight than hold you tight?
No! I want love and truth!
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No I'm not walking out
I will stand and shout,
"I love you!"
I will always be here
You should never fear
Please know that, "I love you!"
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I'll only walk that line when you follow behind me
Oh the Lord will guide us to the best that can be
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You think about me in the wrong state of mind
I think about you likewise
But I will not walk the line
I know I will always find love with you
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I'm not walking out
I will stand and shout,
"I love you!"
Yes I will always be here
There is nothing to fear
"I love you!!"

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Top 10 Lessons of 2006 [Apr. 15th, 2007|01:40 pm]
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Piemerica.org Presents..

Top 10 Lessons of 2006
10. Hole punchers are useless.
9. It's easy to catch a train because it leaves tracks everywhere it goes.
8. Death is just around the coroner.
7. The reason why people refer to cars as feminine is because most car lovers are men & they don't want to sound gay.
6. If you ever lose your eyeballs the best place to look for them is.. oops sorry.
5. The best way to get to the root of a problem is to use a lumber jack.
4. Business damages caused during a bar fight can be repaired with scotch tape.
3. Not even sunglasses could make the sun look cool.
2. Being on a fixed income is better than being on a broke income.
1. Lighting in the sky is like God taking pictures of us.

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Posted by Robyn on Apr 24, 2007 11:01 PM


I think i like 6 better than 5-3 but you're so funny that it's all great!!! I love you my wonderful husband!!!
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~*~*~Lori~*~*~ on 4/25/07 - 10:33 PM

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Recent Poelyrims [Feb. 28th, 2007|01:57 am]
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Comments highly appreciated
(and don't miss the last one in here either)

Still
-2/28/07
Oh God what have I done
I have disgraced your only son
I have drove nails into his hands
The hands that protect me from where I could land
I walk in my own shoes so they can't be used
For your good will because I'm holding on still
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Erase, deface, disgrace
I want to fly and that is why I fall
Attack, look back, off track
I am sinking in the sin that has been holding me still
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Oh God what won't I do to you
I hung you on a cross and I murdered you
Yet you love me still though I am no one
You say to your Father that I don't know what I've done
I wonder if you think I'm useless
I know you do if there is a sin I won't confess
Y'know the ones I play down and make less and less
They are holding me still
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Erase, deface, disgrace
I want to fly and that is why I fall
Attack, look back, off track
I am sinking in the sin that has been holding me still
I'm hopelessly out of your will
Then you start shining and I look back at you
I close my eyes and all I can do is bow to you
You make me stronger than I have ever been
You gave me your power to fight the war within
You came inside me then I go and hide you
I will take your warning and love before the night turns to morning
You are holding me still
Even though I've been wrong
You are holding me still
Though I bring you harm
You are holding me still
In your everlasting arms

I Made My Reflection My Best Friend- 2/4/07
We go everywhere together
It doesn't matter what kind of weather falls
Everyone's around the wheel trying to get a feel of what makes us so special
Both our skins peel at the same time
And it makes us feel so alive
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I could say you follow me around
But really who is following who?
If you put me down I would be under you
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I made my reflection my best friend
Think of all the time we could spend together
Oh being together has never felt so alone
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This isn't pretend
Look there is my best friend
Always right beside me
You're not like my shadow who sometimes hides from me
We go inside
You are never late
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Are you sorry that you made me worry
Now we are seven years apart
I admit at one time I thought it would be great
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I made my reflection come to an end
Loose falling backwards, caught on a fence
Or did he make me?
I'm not sure yet
I feel more protected but this is as hard as it gets

Santa Meridian- 2/9/07
You knew where I'd be at this very hour
Crying out for your power
So please heal me
You knew where I'd stand
Even when there was no evidence
You knew if I'd cross the fence
So come rescue me
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Before I have a fit again
Please come in again
Come in again
I'm tired of synonyms
Come in again
Come in again
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You knew where I'd walk and all the reasons I can't move
You know the excuses I've taught myself to use
Before I wake up send me a dream that fills me with you
Wake me up or take me up
I won't defend
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So please commit again
Don't wait all night, commit again
To the Santa Meridian
Come up again
Come up again

a final call- 2/17/07
Accross the waves I hear you wave
A foreign call to invite us all
And by the sea I watch and weep
The wave was too steep
A final call
A final call
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It was so much simpler back then
Though I don't know when
I believe
I must believe it was
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Off the edge of the wind you start again
Please let me pretend for us all
And I wouldn't trade a single thing
To loose the flight of your wings
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It was so much simpler back then
Though I don't know when
I believe
I must believe it was
I must believe because now I have lost you

Long Song- 2/17/07
Take.. I will take you away from here
You won't have time to fear
Just grab onto your new life
Wake.. Won't you wake up my dear
You won't have a heart full of tears anymore
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Letters in my head
Say things you've never said
So I don't know what's true
I can't make out you
And from afar
It is almost clearer who you are
But I sit right here
Knowing nothing
Waiting for the room to disappear
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Sake.. I did this for your sake
I took you and we found a way
Today.. Today I feel like nowhere
The only care I have is the care not to care
I'll release my dreams somewhere
Somewhere but you'll never find me there
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To wake up in a new life
With a new heart
Have I died?
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Letters in my head
Say things you've never said
So I don't know what's true
I can't make out you
But from afar
It is almost clearer who you are
But I sit right here
Knowing nothing
Waiting for the room to disappear
Waiting for the sun to be our mirror so we can
Shine on, shine on
Let us shine on
I wonder who took the time
It is too easy to loose what we find
I must shine, I must shine on
Before the light of this world is gone
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Colors in my head
Alter brown and red
Already too many things I've said
Shine on, I must shine on instead

In Hands so Pure- 1/10/07
My heart cave in again
Let me know this is not pretend
I'm face to face
This has ended the chase
I feel warm and free as your love is poured on me
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You took me back again
You were the friend when I had no one to depend on
Whenever I fall you're there
Whenever I grieve you care
Whatever I do I know
You will love me in the end
But make sure I have learned not to go back to where I've been

Silver Heart- 1/10/07
I have a silver heart
One that reflects like a mirror
There is one thing that is clear
No one should ever see in
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And I need to pour right now
(I need to pour)
Everything I have in it out
To clean this heart of mine
Will take an act divine
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I have a silver heart
At least it is worth that much to me
No one can see what I see
They won't try they'll just sell me for free
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With this silver heart
I realize what I am worth is so small
I overheard that a heart of blood is the greatest heart of all
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I need to pour right now
(I need to pour right now)
Everything I have in it out
To clean this heart of mine
Will take an act divine
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From one heart to another
God's son became my brother
He gave his heart so we can live eternally
But not here in this place
Though I know now that our works are not a waste
He will take us to his heart and we will never depart
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From a heart of blood
Came love that could not be contained to one
I hope your heart is pure
Covered by The Word

New Not Unwilling- 1/20/07 (A pop song I've tinkered around trying to record well)
You you, you, and all that you do, do, do
You are set apart
You strengthen my heart
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I, I, I can't explain just why
You are the one
So let's just have some fun
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But all I could do is stare a hole straight through you
I'm dying to woo you
I just don't know what to do
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I'm new but not unwilling
Tell me when you get that feeling is it love?
-
You you, you, and all that you do, do, do
You are set apart
You strengthen my heart
-
Why, why, why can't I just buy
Some more time to prove
I want you
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But all I could do is stare a hole straight through you
I'm dying to woo you
I just don't know what to do
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I'm new but not unwilling
Tell me when you get that feeling is it love?

Shouting Out Our Secrets- 1/11/07 (A new version of this song with lyrics based on the original concept)
In there is an extraction
A course, a force of action
I wonder why we mention the feelings of our dissension
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Start shouting out our secrets
Then there won't be regrets
Start shouting out our secrets
Shouting out our secrets
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A light for a sinful brother
Show him love like no other
Pick him up, dust him off and say
"I should have told you this yesterday"
-
Start shouting out our secrets
Then there won't be regrets
Start shouting out our secrets
Shouting out our secrets
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Don't tell me I won't call her
Don't tell me I won't bother
The colors of her hair comes to life
But she will not be my wife
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I'm keeping my mouth shut
Sometimes it is better
To keep these secrets
But you won't know when until it finally ends
Sometimes the truth is that everything is pretend
-
A light for a sinful brother
Show him love like no other
Pick him up, dust him off and say
"I should have told you this yesterday"
-
Shout out our secrets
Don't let there be regrets
Shout out our secrets
Don't let there be regrets

The Band- 2/28/07 (This one is about arguements & love)
You talk about me behind my back
I know it's true because I've always got my back turned to you
You try to hold it in but you can't keep it back
This isn't the right way
We should never attack
-
Don't even think about it
That one line could kill us
The line from me to the door
The line from you to the door
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But I'm not running out
I will stand and shout,
"I love you!"
I will always be here
Don't you ever fear
"I love you!"
-
You keep things from me
I know you do because I would use them against you
Would I rather fight than hold you tight?
No! I want love and truth!
-
No I'm not walking out
I will stand and shout,
"I love you!"
I will always be here
You should never fear
Please know that, "I love you!"
-
I'll only walk that line when you follow behind me
Oh the Lord will guide us to the best that can be
-
You think about me in the wrong state of mind
I think about you likewise
But I will not walk the line
I know I will always find love with you
-
I'm not walking out
I will stand and shout,
"I love you!"
Yes I will always be here
There is nothing to fear
"I love you!!"





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Wow!  I really like your poetry. 

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So much love... [Jul. 18th, 2005|02:26 pm]
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Emperor MAR & Lori Together!
I Met Lori this weekend. The greatest time of my life.
She even loved me into getting my epic hair cut.

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(no subject) [Jul. 14th, 2005|09:40 am]
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I saw Glen Phillips on Tuesday & I'm going to meet Lori on Saturday
The incredible best week of my life goes on.

Glen Phillips & Emperor MAR together!
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Floating [Jun. 26th, 2004|08:49 pm]
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I spent much yesterday & today at Joenan's living place mostly normal things were done we worked on 3 songs for Rose Garden Dream (Dissassembled Magnatism, Nothing, & Fynil Seen (wut a disaster)) Joenan also came up with full guitar for the Oatmeal Phrase.
About 50 pictures were taken also.

Photos
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RADIOHEAD should go MARS [Jun. 16th, 2004|09:48 am]
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I think RADIOHEAD should go MARS but with Thom singing & all.


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Something Scary [May. 26th, 2004|11:43 am]
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I look like one of the terrorist! sad.gif

Me last year


Adam Yahiye Gadahn


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The other pic doesn't look as much like me.


Its strange this guy is even the same height as me.. good thing I'm a fatty.

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Thoughts about Piemerica. [Feb. 26th, 2004|02:41 pm]
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Thoughts about Piemerica originally written by Emperor MAR Dec. 12 & 13, 2003

1.
when I went to High School I was literally a Legend (& still am in a way)
Drinking Books was hugely popular & the people in the Meet Piemerica Section were/are my followers

I did update the site everyday for 3 or 4 months earlier in the year

but I just got so discouraged that no one ever visits it I haven't updated much since

Drinking Books once meant something & did when I put all that on the site

but I still look fondly on Piemerica & laugh at many of the things

usually when one goes to my site they always conplain about the design

2.
Piemerica is the collection of works by Emperor MAR to put it as simply as possible
the site has no theme except Piemerica it exists as itself rather than most sites which are based on other things

last year (2002) I put up songs of the Piemerican Disc & they weren't mixed or mastered so they sounded horrible but then I learned to mix etc & fixed the songs up that is why the link says really old

3.
Piemerica
is definately a big place that noone has read through all the way especially in the autobiography which is increibly stupid

I had a mailing list which turned into a Piemerican Membership thing but noone ever replied

only when I saw them in real life did they admit they did read it & went to see the things

I passed out & sold my cd & magazines to the people of Piemerica

Piemerican Magazine was meant to be released every season but now I got no one to sell it to & it is incredibly hard to write design & create an entire magazine alone (I demanded it from myself) & it did find success & is something I can hold over everyone I meet b/c that's something few if any do

4.
its fun.
Piemerica had alot of fans at one point so there was reason

to me the things I make either make me laugh of "feel" something
so its more than to exist

the design is b/c why spend more time on design when the content is the focus, also so many sites use templates & such so I wanted it to look different to be experienced as most sections on the site are designed differently

I love the feel of the clean webpages on the site have

5.
I find what I do funny, hilarious, or moving.
words can mean so much to me even though they are used

I have what I call "programs" which are personas that I use in different places

at home & at ease (relaxing) I am Emperor MAR

in public & as a performer/entertainer I am (The Joe) Legend

I once had a program I used for walking I called BASIC which was task based
eventually people started to meet & talk to me in the halls of school so it was done away with

then lastly I have the powerful tyrant Catastrosphere the Ultimate Lawn Simulator
which turns hate, pain, & fatigue into power & pleasure but was forced into it as people were mad that (The Joe) was gone & treated TULS badly

I program them to be me in the ways I want them to be, when necessary I interfere & override them when they are in progress

I have 90% control b/c I am trapped as them sometimes like when Urkel turned in to Stefan

but I only become them at will & no other way

I don't like the common world as it doesn't represent me
everything is unoriginal & recycled over & over (I do this myself but I am me & noone else is)

6.
I work hard & therefore want attention for what I have done.

I know what reality is but I don't like it.

& yes I am bent on world-domination

Piemerica was founded upon the idea of ruling the world

I actully did rule the world for a short time in 1998 but I erased everyone's memory of it so it cannot be argued otherwise
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Dec. 13, 2003 [Dec. 13th, 2003|09:11 pm]
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when I went to High School I was literally a Legend (& still am in a way)
Drinking Books was hugely popular & the people in the Meet Piemerica Section were/are my followers

I did update the site everyday for 3 or 4 months earlier in the year

but I just got so discouraged that no one ever visits it I haven't updated much since

Drinking Books once meant something & did when I put all that on the site

now I have no friends etc.

but I still look fondly on Piemerica & laugh at many of the things

usually when one goes to my site they always conplain about the design nice to see someone finally remark on the content

I constantly do different things just now no one is interested in Piemerica & the site is so huge I'm not motivated to do more


Piemerica is the collection of works by Emperor MAR to put it as simply as possible
the site has no theme except Piemerica it exists as itself rather than most sites which are based on other things

the song you heard was probably an old one

last year I put up songs of the Piemerican Disc & they weren't mixed or mastered so they sounded horrible but then I learned to mix etc & fixed the songs up that is why the link says really old

I do have one recent song with me breathing in the words on a sensitive mic but almost everything I do is instumental


is definately a big place that noone has read through all the way especially in the autobiography which is increibly stupid

I had a mailing list which turned into a Piemerican Membership thing but noone ever replied

only when I saw them in real life did they admit they did read it & went to see the things

I passed out & sold my cd & magazines to the people of Piemerica

Piemerican Magazine was meant to be released every season but now I got no one to sell it to & it is incredibly hard to write design & create an entire magazine alone (I demanded it from myself) & it did find success & is something I can hold over everyone I meet b/c that's something few if any do

& so on..

its fun.
Piemerica had alot of fans at one point so there was reason

to me the things I make either make me laugh of "feel" something
so its more than to exist

the design is b/c why spend more time on design when the content is the focus, also so many sites use templates & such so I wanted it to look different to be experienced as most sections on the site are designed differently

I love the feel of the clean webpages on the site have

this page sort of explains things

I am many people but concious & 90% controlling of them all I can start & stop them mostly at will when necessary

what did you think made the site???


I'm 18 now & when I was in school there was a lot of free time for me b/c I worked fast (still making good grades) So I worked on Piemerica things during the free time b/c I never once slept during school (nor do I take naps if not sick)

I don't have a basement

& I don't do anything (have a job/go to school)
I don't feel that I have to right now
although I did make a lot of music recently as shown in the discography

I find what I do funny, hilarious, or moving.
words can mean so much to me even though they are used

it does seem like I am a real schizophrenic in some ways

I am characterized by partial withdrawal of interest in the world outside of myslef

but certainly haven't lost intellectual and emotional function.

I live in Piemerica


Followers

& I cap'd Legend b/c its part of My title

I put it like this

I have what I call "programs" which are personas that I use in different places

at home & at ease (relaxing) I am Emperor MAR

in public & as a performer/entertainer I am (The Joe) Legend

I once had a program I used for walking I called BASIC which was task based
eventually people started to meet & talk to me in the halls of school so it was done away with

then lastly I have the powerful tyrant Catastrosphere the Ultimate Lawn Simulator
which turns hate, pain, & fatigue into power & pleasure but was forced into it as people were mad that (The Joe) was gone & treated TULS badly

I program them to be me in the ways I want them to be, when necessary I interfere & override them when they are in progress

I have 90% control b/c I am trapped as them sometimes like when Urkel turned in to the other guy on family matters

but I only become them at will & no other way

I also hate modern world cliché catch phrases in slag words such as what you have used & other phrases

I refuse to say & respond to "What's Up?" which has made life difficult sometimes

I don't like the common world as it doesn't represent me
everything is unoriginal & recycled over & over (I do this myself but I am me & noone else is)


I drink your text book!


I haven't been these people in months b/c I don't want to
if I never want to be them again I can do that.

how is that mpd?

I am like an actor (which have done acting) lost in a role that is how I am controlled


I work hard & therefore want attention for what I have done.

I know what reality is but I don't like it.


& yes I am bent on world-domination

Piemerica was founded upon the idea of ruling the world

I actully did rule the world for a short time in 1998 but I erased everyone's memory of it so it cannot be argued otherwise


I am Emperor MAR now & forever.


*classic Emperor MAR quote alert*

"I'm the happiest madman on earth"

I have alot of quotes I mind as well use them
although I don't quote myself much on the "net" I do it in real life all the time

they are my own catch phrases
that's what Enornal Fornitudes are.


Piemerica is back jack! & better than ever!!
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