| Here's a convo. I had online starting about my poem Revivify |
[Oct. 15th, 2008|09:00 pm] |
Revivify I wish I could beat myself with a hammer So I could nail down all those things I just can't get I wish I could drill a hole into myself To let everyone see inside me I wish I could saw off some of my thoughts I wish I could superglue the ones I aught I need to be broken to be alive or at least to live right Pull me apart for a much fresher start Screw back in my brain after it's been cleaned Purify my heart Give me legs that walk upright Pick me up I wish I could take all of my weak things Put them in a pan to make a stronger man The more I take the heat the closer I am to being complete Pull me apart for a much fresher start New arms.. New eyes.. Everyone would be surprised and I will tell them why Jesus Christ, the carpenter, invite him in He will build a home Yes, renew all the old Written by Emperor MAR April 23 & May 11, 2007
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I do agree that faith without works is useless (James 2:20). But I in no way agree that salvation & destiny lie within us all because "The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?" (Jeremiah 17:9). "For there is one God and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5) "Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to human beings by which we must be saved" (Acts 4:12)
Amelus64 October 15 A) you believe it to be wrong, you have no more proof I am wrong than you are correct, that is why it is called faith. B) you are the one who won't let it go. c) peace be with you
Emperor MAR October 15 A) There is faith. There is God. Then there is faith in God. I have faith in God and it is a saving faith. I have proof enough of God to put my faith in God because God revealed himself to me with his Holy Spirit & through his living word. I realized who God is and what I mean to him. 1 Peter 5:6- "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time." B) Really I was just responding to your posts with my beliefs corresponding to what you talked about in your posts. I responded by posting what I agreed and disagreed with. The problem with text is that inflection cannot be read but is assumed by the reader. I do not wish to quarrel & am sorry if it seemed that way. C) Nice talking with you have a nice fortnight
Amelus64 October 15 Cool deal man, inflection is awful hard to tramnsmit through a monitor. May you find continued peace and happiness in life.
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| New MARS Music Video |
[Jan. 23rd, 2008|01:59 am] |
Thankfully the GodTube posting of the video came out totally readable unlike many others so here it is.
Song- :Oyas todo nias phel elpi doh yahnah tais: Artist- MARS Album- Sound Without Effect 2008 Piemerican Records
Contains text from the poem 'Colors of Love' written January 16 & 20, 2008 Filmed July 29 & August 5, 2007 in West Memphis, AR & I-65 S, TN Song written & recorded January 10, 2008 Video Made January 23, 2008
Album available at http://amiestreet.com/mars
-- Posted by ~LoRi~ on Jan 28, 2008 9:42 PM
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| Lesson Mania Week 2007! |
[May. 14th, 2007|02:59 pm] |
I'll be posting the rest of the week in this blog as days go by..
5/14/07 Day 1 -10 Lessons Not all hillbillies are named Billy but they are all related to him.
Groceries are so dumb they can't find their way out of a paper bag. However they do find their way out of plastic bags quite easily.
Opportunity knocks but disaster just comes right on in.
Glue Sticks are in the most sticky situations of anything in the world.
Boys will be boys.. until they group up.
Don't watch a clock just buy a watch.
Horse racing isn't the same thing as horse breeding.
Pop singers are like soda pop. They are great at first but go flat after about 15 minutes.
Some keys to success are only used to lock doors.
Heterosexuals should avoid the use of walk-in closets to stave off confusion.
5/15/07 Day 2 -9 Lessons Under cover cops aren't dressed in uniform.
Flash Forward Edition: Bald scientist, O. Howitzer Shynes, gained fame by inventing and marketing bald house robots called Chrome Domes. His bald brethren celebrated him for removing the phrase as an insult in general speech.
If you see a funny looking cloud don't laugh because you might make it sad and then it will rain.
Don't ask yourself questions. Doing so means you already don't know.
If you ask a question and the person responds with "Why do you ask?" in the reply, say "Because I don't know."
Knowing sounds negative so don't know anything.
To know if you're barking up the wrong tree see if the tree already has bark.
If you're white you're trite. If you're black you're on crack. If you're red you're corn fed. If you're yellow you're a punch and kick type of fellow. If you're brown please put the phone down. If you laughed at this list you're a racist.
Physical fights always have sore losers.
5/16/07 Day 3 -12 Lessons It is better to be insane than incrazy.
Never underestimate the number nine.
Plug into learning and you'll soon learn that you can't physically plug into learning.
Dotted I's are I lids.
Nail biting is a rare habit that causes people to break their teeth.
Think before you act or you'll act dumb.
Computers are like people they older they get the slower they are.
If you're stupid enough to act stupid then you're not acting.
There are clowns in towns as the circus tours. There are ups and downs as the trapezes soar. One thing is for sure about the circus my friend is that it is never dull. But the smell of the elephants' poo really distracts from the show.
If your plans for watching television are foiled there may be hope for you yet.
If at first you don't succeed try, try again until you realize that you shouldn't have tried this at all.
Don't be embarrassed when you get ink on your hands. You can just that it's a new style of tattoo.
5/17/07 Day 4 -11 Lessons Beggars can't be choosers which is why they haven't chose to get a job.
If your refrigerator is working pretty soon it will want to be paid.
In most cases if you bite the hand that feeds you you've only bitten your own hand.
It is easy for an ice-cream man to keep his cool during a stressful day.
If the judge throws the book at you, go ahead and drink it, it's ok.
It is not OK 2 OD.
If you blow out your candles on your birthday pie after you open your presents it is too late to wish for a birthday present that you actually wanted.
When sharing pizza with someone be sure to cut it fair and square. Well.. not square.
People that are busy as bees make money instead of honey.
Surviving a toothache isn't a piece of cake but the cake may have caused it. Eat pie instead.
Laughter is the best medicine because it is funny to be sick.
5/18/07 Day 5 -8 Lessons Most people don't bury the hatchet until their enemy is buried with it in their back.
People without loved ones usually love fives, tens, twenties, fifties, and hundreds.
Women are so difficult to communicate with that the term miscommunication was created.
Doing what feels right often doesn't last for more than one night.
All reptiles are cold hearted.
Giving a gift on an anniversary is a way to say "I love you." Giving a hug on an anniversary is a way to say, "I love you but I'm broke."
Our humanity is not held in the wires we run or the threads that protect us but rather in the tears we shed together when we think we're alone.
Wedding rings see far more fights than boxing rings.
5/19/07 Day 6 -8 Lessons Most car accidents are actually driver accidents.
Exercising your mind does not refer to thrashing your head around but if you're stupid enough to think that is what it means, go ahead and do it because it probably couldn't lower your intelligence any more.
Some people are fine being late for work but hate getting off of work late.
Space aliens have come to earth because they ran out of space on their home planet.
A chair with rollers can make life easier and queasier.
You can't take public transportation to a private event.
If you ask your dad, "Hey dad what's the latest fad?" Your dad will say, "You see back in my day the earliest fad to rise was the first to bed and now all of those old fads are dead. So if you want some sound advice that will make you think twice before you think 'That fad is niice!' here are some words from your dear ol' dad. Listen to me son that fad is bad. You'll spend all your money & then you'll spend all of mine on a nose ring with an attachable vine. Two weeks later as your vine sways in the breeze you'll walk up to your friends with a strutting ease. Then your friends will get irate and chuckle 'What's up man, aren't you up to date?' Then you'll look up at their cardboard hat that they bought for $70 dollars at the Gap and you'll start to whine and pitch a moan. You'll say to me, 'C'mon dad just toss me some bones!' But the only ones I'll let you see are from the back of my hand as I put you over my knee. So as you can hear that's a wrap. Don't follow fads or you'll get a slap" "Ok dad I'd hear you out except that the latest fad is listening to your dad. I am confused and don't know what to do but I think I'll go get that hat you were talking about. And by the way day do you have any money I'm running low so could you help me out?" Slap!
The fastest way to world peace is for everyone to die in war.
[You should comment on this blog if you read these because if you don't I'll cry or get revenge or whatever it is that would motivate you the most to message me on your thinking thoughts.]
-- ~*~*~Lori~*~*~ on 6/13/07 - 6:56 PM Oh hunny...you are hilarious!!!!! There were several that i couldn't help but laugh out loud!! You should let me proof read stuff. There were just a couple mistakes. I love you wonderful!!!
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| Choice Lyrics |
[Apr. 16th, 2007|06:25 pm] |
Here are a few of my favorite lyrics I've written over the years, please let me know if you enjoy. Yeah there's a lot but what else do you have to do, take a quiz? Uncanny- April 3, 2003 The narrow road is hard to travel this is for sure Then I think about the road He traveled, the cross He bore And I know what the road is for.. the cross He bore - Picked apart, put to shame And to think He thought of me that day The love He gave Picked apart, put to shame And to think He thought of me that day The love He gave - I know in all the sin we dabble we pray our simple prayers "Lord protect me on all my travels as this winding road turns to gravel. Lord keep me from all these trials & troubles that only your eyes can see." But if we were to open out eyes we'd see that all point to Calvary - Taken up to Calvary the son of God was nailed on a tree He died for me Risen up from the grave now I'll bow down in His court someday I'm in His Grace - Picked apart, put to shame And to think He thought of us that day The love He gave - Picked apart, put to shame And to think He thought of us that day The love He gave The love He gave The love He gave Sometimes- June 19, 2004 Sometimes there's nothing you can say. Take those words & throw them away. Sometimes the best thing to do is stay. So throw your words away. - Throw your words away. Tuck them away for a better day. Cast your cares on me & I'll set you free - Sometimes there's nothing left to lose. Sometimes a smile becomes a bruise Sometimes there's nothing you can do. The answer is not always inside of you. - So Throw yourself away. Don't wait until tomorrow Cast your cares & pray & He'll make it all ok - Sometimes we wait until we weep before we take the hill that looks too steep Because it doesn't matter how hard you try Sometimes people have to die. - There is someone I can't see but He's my world & inside of me I have cast my cares on Him & now I live again Lead Me- February 1-2, 2005 Lead me love I'm waiting for you to bud I'm wanting you to shove I want you to lead me love - Love lead me. Life lead me. Lord lead me. They're so deceiving. - Lead me life I'm aching for a wife I'm looking for you to reveal I don't want to take the time to kneel - Love lead me. Life lead me. Lord lead me. They're so deceiving. - Lead me Lord I'm leaning on your word I'm trusting in your blood I want your will to flood - Love lead me. Life lead me. Lord lead me. They're so deceiving. Love leave me. Life leave me. Lord receive me. You're so receiving. A Move of Love- May 14 & June 17, 2005 We beat with one heart The heart of God We we walk with one walk We talk with one talk of the word of God We, we speak in one breath We work with unrest and to them all - We know that near or far The pavement where we are is made to lead us One move A move of love We know that if we adhere his grace will lead us With one move A move of love - We beat with one heart The heart of God We speak with one word The word of God We love with one love We carry it out to all parts - We know that near or far The pavement where we are is made to lead us One move A move of love We know that if we adhere his grace will lead us With one move A move of love Silent Praise- July 22, 2005 Here with you Is all I want to do Right here I see A wonder I didn't think could be - Silent praise- July 22, 2005 I cannot forget His name They are here with me Now just to wait & see - Thinking it's a long time Breaking at the sunshine Thinking hope will ever be complete Feeling it's a long time Before you will truly be mine But this is not a long time for a life time - Here with you Is all I want to do You near with me I hear you, I touch, I see - And silent praise I cannot forget His name I'm just at the door I want you evermore - Thinking it's a long time Dreary days of sunshine Banking that hope will ever be complete Feeling it's a long time Before you will truly be mine But this is not a long time for a life time - Here with you Is all I want to do With silent praise I cannot forget His name -- Thinking it's a long time Before you will ever be mine But this is not a long time for a life time Fake Feathers- February 10, 2006 Keep soaking all the clothes The tables are empty The doors are all closed No two are home here tonight Several different people living in a house that is like houses Eye contact is always out of sight - Keep laying here in the bed Keep the music feeding into the head Keep the TV as loud as it can be Keep the space between the family - The kids are all at school A man is at work A woman called a mother is giving her life a second look The house is just as empty no matter who is there The cables all keep sending alternatives to care - Keep sitting here in the room Keep eyes away from other's gloom Keep the TV as loud as it can be Keep the space between the family - The locks are all locked The ones to the outside and certainly the ones within One can't try to spend time with any of them Oh but they have friends they call and with whom they often speak Friends who wouldn't be there at all if they became weak - Keep the music feeding into the head Keep the TV on even while in bed Keep laying here beside bones that feel dead Keep the space between the family In Teenage Wasteland The Band- January 6 & 11, 2007 You talk about me behind my back I know it's true because I've always got my back turned to you You try to hold it in but you can't keep it back This isn't the right way We should never attack - Don't even think about it That one line could kill us The line from me to the door The line from you to the door - But I'm not running out I will stand and shout, "I love you!" I will always be here Don't you ever fear "I love you!" - You keep things from me I know you do because I would use them against you Would I rather fight than hold you tight? No! I want love and truth! - No I'm not walking out I will stand and shout, "I love you!" I will always be here You should never fear Please know that, "I love you!" - I'll only walk that line when you follow behind me Oh the Lord will guide us to the best that can be - You think about me in the wrong state of mind I think about you likewise But I will not walk the line I know I will always find love with you - I'm not walking out I will stand and shout, "I love you!" Yes I will always be here There is nothing to fear "I love you!!"
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| Top 10 Lessons of 2006 |
[Apr. 15th, 2007|01:40 pm] |
Piemerica.org Presents..
Top 10 Lessons of 2006 10. Hole punchers are useless. 9. It's easy to catch a train because it leaves tracks everywhere it goes. 8. Death is just around the coroner. 7. The reason why people refer to cars as feminine is because most car lovers are men & they don't want to sound gay. 6. If you ever lose your eyeballs the best place to look for them is.. oops sorry. 5. The best way to get to the root of a problem is to use a lumber jack. 4. Business damages caused during a bar fight can be repaired with scotch tape. 3. Not even sunglasses could make the sun look cool. 2. Being on a fixed income is better than being on a broke income. 1. Lighting in the sky is like God taking pictures of us.
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Packed with wisdom! A MUST READ for ALL! Posted by Robyn on Apr 24, 2007 11:01 PM
I think i like 6 better than 5-3 but you're so funny that it's all great!!! I love you my wonderful husband!!! Posted by ~*~*~Lori~*~*~ on 4/25/07 - 10:33 PM
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| Recent Poelyrims |
[Feb. 28th, 2007|01:57 am] |
Comments highly appreciated (and don't miss the last one in here either)
Still -2/28/07 Oh God what have I done I have disgraced your only son I have drove nails into his hands The hands that protect me from where I could land I walk in my own shoes so they can't be used For your good will because I'm holding on still - Erase, deface, disgrace I want to fly and that is why I fall Attack, look back, off track I am sinking in the sin that has been holding me still - Oh God what won't I do to you I hung you on a cross and I murdered you Yet you love me still though I am no one You say to your Father that I don't know what I've done I wonder if you think I'm useless I know you do if there is a sin I won't confess Y'know the ones I play down and make less and less They are holding me still - Erase, deface, disgrace I want to fly and that is why I fall Attack, look back, off track I am sinking in the sin that has been holding me still I'm hopelessly out of your will Then you start shining and I look back at you I close my eyes and all I can do is bow to you You make me stronger than I have ever been You gave me your power to fight the war within You came inside me then I go and hide you I will take your warning and love before the night turns to morning You are holding me still Even though I've been wrong You are holding me still Though I bring you harm You are holding me still In your everlasting arms
I Made My Reflection My Best Friend- 2/4/07 We go everywhere together It doesn't matter what kind of weather falls Everyone's around the wheel trying to get a feel of what makes us so special Both our skins peel at the same time And it makes us feel so alive - I could say you follow me around But really who is following who? If you put me down I would be under you - I made my reflection my best friend Think of all the time we could spend together Oh being together has never felt so alone - This isn't pretend Look there is my best friend Always right beside me You're not like my shadow who sometimes hides from me We go inside You are never late - Are you sorry that you made me worry Now we are seven years apart I admit at one time I thought it would be great - I made my reflection come to an end Loose falling backwards, caught on a fence Or did he make me? I'm not sure yet I feel more protected but this is as hard as it gets
Santa Meridian- 2/9/07 You knew where I'd be at this very hour Crying out for your power So please heal me You knew where I'd stand Even when there was no evidence You knew if I'd cross the fence So come rescue me - Before I have a fit again Please come in again Come in again I'm tired of synonyms Come in again Come in again - You knew where I'd walk and all the reasons I can't move You know the excuses I've taught myself to use Before I wake up send me a dream that fills me with you Wake me up or take me up I won't defend - So please commit again Don't wait all night, commit again To the Santa Meridian Come up again Come up again
a final call- 2/17/07 Accross the waves I hear you wave A foreign call to invite us all And by the sea I watch and weep The wave was too steep A final call A final call - It was so much simpler back then Though I don't know when I believe I must believe it was - Off the edge of the wind you start again Please let me pretend for us all And I wouldn't trade a single thing To loose the flight of your wings - It was so much simpler back then Though I don't know when I believe I must believe it was I must believe because now I have lost you
Long Song- 2/17/07 Take.. I will take you away from here You won't have time to fear Just grab onto your new life Wake.. Won't you wake up my dear You won't have a heart full of tears anymore - Letters in my head Say things you've never said So I don't know what's true I can't make out you And from afar It is almost clearer who you are But I sit right here Knowing nothing Waiting for the room to disappear - Sake.. I did this for your sake I took you and we found a way Today.. Today I feel like nowhere The only care I have is the care not to care I'll release my dreams somewhere Somewhere but you'll never find me there - To wake up in a new life With a new heart Have I died? - Letters in my head Say things you've never said So I don't know what's true I can't make out you But from afar It is almost clearer who you are But I sit right here Knowing nothing Waiting for the room to disappear Waiting for the sun to be our mirror so we can Shine on, shine on Let us shine on I wonder who took the time It is too easy to loose what we find I must shine, I must shine on Before the light of this world is gone - Colors in my head Alter brown and red Already too many things I've said Shine on, I must shine on instead
In Hands so Pure- 1/10/07 My heart cave in again Let me know this is not pretend I'm face to face This has ended the chase I feel warm and free as your love is poured on me - You took me back again You were the friend when I had no one to depend on Whenever I fall you're there Whenever I grieve you care Whatever I do I know You will love me in the end But make sure I have learned not to go back to where I've been
Silver Heart- 1/10/07 I have a silver heart One that reflects like a mirror There is one thing that is clear No one should ever see in - And I need to pour right now (I need to pour) Everything I have in it out To clean this heart of mine Will take an act divine - I have a silver heart At least it is worth that much to me No one can see what I see They won't try they'll just sell me for free - With this silver heart I realize what I am worth is so small I overheard that a heart of blood is the greatest heart of all - I need to pour right now (I need to pour right now) Everything I have in it out To clean this heart of mine Will take an act divine - From one heart to another God's son became my brother He gave his heart so we can live eternally But not here in this place Though I know now that our works are not a waste He will take us to his heart and we will never depart - From a heart of blood Came love that could not be contained to one I hope your heart is pure Covered by The Word
New Not Unwilling- 1/20/07 (A pop song I've tinkered around trying to record well) You you, you, and all that you do, do, do You are set apart You strengthen my heart - I, I, I can't explain just why You are the one So let's just have some fun - But all I could do is stare a hole straight through you I'm dying to woo you I just don't know what to do - I'm new but not unwilling Tell me when you get that feeling is it love? - You you, you, and all that you do, do, do You are set apart You strengthen my heart - Why, why, why can't I just buy Some more time to prove I want you - But all I could do is stare a hole straight through you I'm dying to woo you I just don't know what to do - I'm new but not unwilling Tell me when you get that feeling is it love?
Shouting Out Our Secrets- 1/11/07 (A new version of this song with lyrics based on the original concept) In there is an extraction A course, a force of action I wonder why we mention the feelings of our dissension - Start shouting out our secrets Then there won't be regrets Start shouting out our secrets Shouting out our secrets - A light for a sinful brother Show him love like no other Pick him up, dust him off and say "I should have told you this yesterday" - Start shouting out our secrets Then there won't be regrets Start shouting out our secrets Shouting out our secrets - Don't tell me I won't call her Don't tell me I won't bother The colors of her hair comes to life But she will not be my wife - I'm keeping my mouth shut Sometimes it is better To keep these secrets But you won't know when until it finally ends Sometimes the truth is that everything is pretend - A light for a sinful brother Show him love like no other Pick him up, dust him off and say "I should have told you this yesterday" - Shout out our secrets Don't let there be regrets Shout out our secrets Don't let there be regrets
The Band- 2/28/07 (This one is about arguements & love) You talk about me behind my back I know it's true because I've always got my back turned to you You try to hold it in but you can't keep it back This isn't the right way We should never attack - Don't even think about it That one line could kill us The line from me to the door The line from you to the door - But I'm not running out I will stand and shout, "I love you!" I will always be here Don't you ever fear "I love you!" - You keep things from me I know you do because I would use them against you Would I rather fight than hold you tight? No! I want love and truth! - No I'm not walking out I will stand and shout, "I love you!" I will always be here You should never fear Please know that, "I love you!" - I'll only walk that line when you follow behind me Oh the Lord will guide us to the best that can be - You think about me in the wrong state of mind I think about you likewise But I will not walk the line I know I will always find love with you - I'm not walking out I will stand and shout, "I love you!" Yes I will always be here There is nothing to fear "I love you!!"
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| So much love... |
[Jul. 18th, 2005|02:26 pm] |

I Met Lori this weekend. The greatest time of my life.
She even loved me into getting my epic hair cut.
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[Jul. 14th, 2005|09:40 am] |
I saw Glen Phillips on Tuesday & I'm going to meet Lori on Saturday
The incredible best week of my life goes on.
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[Jun. 26th, 2004|08:49 pm] |
I spent much yesterday & today at Joenan's living place mostly normal things were done we worked on 3 songs for Rose Garden Dream (Dissassembled Magnatism, Nothing, & Fynil Seen (wut a disaster)) Joenan also came up with full guitar for the Oatmeal Phrase. About 50 pictures were taken also.
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| Thoughts about Piemerica. |
[Feb. 26th, 2004|02:41 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | (the joe), 1998, 2003, basic, book drinking, catastrosphere, comments, daily update, drinking books, e-mail, emperor mar, high school, piemerica.org, piemerican disc, piemerican magazine, piemericans, thursday | ] |
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Thoughts about Piemerica originally written by Emperor MAR Dec. 12 & 13, 2003
1. when I went to High School I was literally a Legend (& still am in a way) Drinking Books was hugely popular & the people in the Meet Piemerica Section were/are my followers
I did update the site everyday for 3 or 4 months earlier in the year
but I just got so discouraged that no one ever visits it I haven't updated much since
Drinking Books once meant something & did when I put all that on the site
but I still look fondly on Piemerica & laugh at many of the things
usually when one goes to my site they always conplain about the design
2. Piemerica is the collection of works by Emperor MAR to put it as simply as possible the site has no theme except Piemerica it exists as itself rather than most sites which are based on other things
last year (2002) I put up songs of the Piemerican Disc & they weren't mixed or mastered so they sounded horrible but then I learned to mix etc & fixed the songs up that is why the link says really old
3. Piemerica is definately a big place that noone has read through all the way especially in the autobiography which is increibly stupid
I had a mailing list which turned into a Piemerican Membership thing but noone ever replied
only when I saw them in real life did they admit they did read it & went to see the things
I passed out & sold my cd & magazines to the people of Piemerica
Piemerican Magazine was meant to be released every season but now I got no one to sell it to & it is incredibly hard to write design & create an entire magazine alone (I demanded it from myself) & it did find success & is something I can hold over everyone I meet b/c that's something few if any do
4. its fun. Piemerica had alot of fans at one point so there was reason
to me the things I make either make me laugh of "feel" something so its more than to exist
the design is b/c why spend more time on design when the content is the focus, also so many sites use templates & such so I wanted it to look different to be experienced as most sections on the site are designed differently
I love the feel of the clean webpages on the site have
5. I find what I do funny, hilarious, or moving. words can mean so much to me even though they are used
I have what I call "programs" which are personas that I use in different places
at home & at ease (relaxing) I am Emperor MAR
in public & as a performer/entertainer I am (The Joe) Legend
I once had a program I used for walking I called BASIC which was task based eventually people started to meet & talk to me in the halls of school so it was done away with
then lastly I have the powerful tyrant Catastrosphere the Ultimate Lawn Simulator which turns hate, pain, & fatigue into power & pleasure but was forced into it as people were mad that (The Joe) was gone & treated TULS badly
I program them to be me in the ways I want them to be, when necessary I interfere & override them when they are in progress
I have 90% control b/c I am trapped as them sometimes like when Urkel turned in to Stefan
but I only become them at will & no other way
I don't like the common world as it doesn't represent me everything is unoriginal & recycled over & over (I do this myself but I am me & noone else is)
6. I work hard & therefore want attention for what I have done.
I know what reality is but I don't like it.
& yes I am bent on world-domination
Piemerica was founded upon the idea of ruling the world
I actully did rule the world for a short time in 1998 but I erased everyone's memory of it so it cannot be argued otherwise |
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[Dec. 13th, 2003|09:11 pm] |
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when I went to High School I was literally a Legend (& still am in a way) Drinking Books was hugely popular & the people in the Meet Piemerica Section were/are my followers
I did update the site everyday for 3 or 4 months earlier in the year
but I just got so discouraged that no one ever visits it I haven't updated much since
Drinking Books once meant something & did when I put all that on the site
now I have no friends etc.
but I still look fondly on Piemerica & laugh at many of the things
usually when one goes to my site they always conplain about the design nice to see someone finally remark on the content
I constantly do different things just now no one is interested in Piemerica & the site is so huge I'm not motivated to do more
Piemerica is the collection of works by Emperor MAR to put it as simply as possible the site has no theme except Piemerica it exists as itself rather than most sites which are based on other things
the song you heard was probably an old one
last year I put up songs of the Piemerican Disc & they weren't mixed or mastered so they sounded horrible but then I learned to mix etc & fixed the songs up that is why the link says really old
I do have one recent song with me breathing in the words on a sensitive mic but almost everything I do is instumental
is definately a big place that noone has read through all the way especially in the autobiography which is increibly stupid
I had a mailing list which turned into a Piemerican Membership thing but noone ever replied
only when I saw them in real life did they admit they did read it & went to see the things
I passed out & sold my cd & magazines to the people of Piemerica
Piemerican Magazine was meant to be released every season but now I got no one to sell it to & it is incredibly hard to write design & create an entire magazine alone (I demanded it from myself) & it did find success & is something I can hold over everyone I meet b/c that's something few if any do
& so on..
its fun. Piemerica had alot of fans at one point so there was reason
to me the things I make either make me laugh of "feel" something so its more than to exist
the design is b/c why spend more time on design when the content is the focus, also so many sites use templates & such so I wanted it to look different to be experienced as most sections on the site are designed differently
I love the feel of the clean webpages on the site have
this page sort of explains things
I am many people but concious & 90% controlling of them all I can start & stop them mostly at will when necessary
what did you think made the site???
I'm 18 now & when I was in school there was a lot of free time for me b/c I worked fast (still making good grades) So I worked on Piemerica things during the free time b/c I never once slept during school (nor do I take naps if not sick)
I don't have a basement
& I don't do anything (have a job/go to school) I don't feel that I have to right now although I did make a lot of music recently as shown in the discography
I find what I do funny, hilarious, or moving. words can mean so much to me even though they are used
it does seem like I am a real schizophrenic in some ways
I am characterized by partial withdrawal of interest in the world outside of myslef
but certainly haven't lost intellectual and emotional function.
I live in Piemerica
Followers
& I cap'd Legend b/c its part of My title
I put it like this
I have what I call "programs" which are personas that I use in different places
at home & at ease (relaxing) I am Emperor MAR
in public & as a performer/entertainer I am (The Joe) Legend
I once had a program I used for walking I called BASIC which was task based eventually people started to meet & talk to me in the halls of school so it was done away with
then lastly I have the powerful tyrant Catastrosphere the Ultimate Lawn Simulator which turns hate, pain, & fatigue into power & pleasure but was forced into it as people were mad that (The Joe) was gone & treated TULS badly
I program them to be me in the ways I want them to be, when necessary I interfere & override them when they are in progress
I have 90% control b/c I am trapped as them sometimes like when Urkel turned in to the other guy on family matters
but I only become them at will & no other way
I also hate modern world cliché catch phrases in slag words such as what you have used & other phrases
I refuse to say & respond to "What's Up?" which has made life difficult sometimes
I don't like the common world as it doesn't represent me everything is unoriginal & recycled over & over (I do this myself but I am me & noone else is)
I drink your text book!
I haven't been these people in months b/c I don't want to if I never want to be them again I can do that.
how is that mpd?
I am like an actor (which have done acting) lost in a role that is how I am controlled
I work hard & therefore want attention for what I have done.
I know what reality is but I don't like it.
& yes I am bent on world-domination
Piemerica was founded upon the idea of ruling the world
I actully did rule the world for a short time in 1998 but I erased everyone's memory of it so it cannot be argued otherwise
I am Emperor MAR now & forever.
*classic Emperor MAR quote alert*
"I'm the happiest madman on earth"
I have alot of quotes I mind as well use them although I don't quote myself much on the "net" I do it in real life all the time
they are my own catch phrases that's what Enornal Fornitudes are.
Piemerica is back jack! & better than ever!! |
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October 10
While I agree that the teachings if Jesus of Nazareth are a fine start, salvation and destiny lie within us all. The new home can only be built if you are willing to put in the labor. Blind faith is just that...blind.